the bad experience with the fx market made me think a lot more, but what I found is that newbies talk nothing and the pros talk logic. anyways I kind of got carried away cause I didn't really think that the money was that important, its kind of like I didn't really consider fx as something important. When I did the loosing trade I KNEW I was doing the WRONG thing, but somehow my inner demon just got me and I thought to my self " if I loose then I loose, but if I win I win big!" whereas now I think about it if I loose I loose exactly the same amount as I can win(my r/r is 1:3) at the time. anyways that day was really really stuffed cause the AUD fell like 300 pips in like 3 secs? it was like I did the wrong trade and after 3 mints I thought about it and went back to chance but it was too late..... how come us humans do these kind of stuff, and how come I want to make the mistake again knowing it will have the same outcome? I mean as albert einstein said "to do something wrong is experience or something and to do something wrong again expecting different outcome is stupid or something" I'm going to make the same mistakes yet I STILL CAN"T STOP MY SELF FROM THINKING THAT IT MIGHT BE DIFFERENT.... EVEN KNOWING THAT I WILL LOOSE, its 100% gamble but yet I STILL WANT TO DO IT??????????? WHY??? THATS the question I dont understand...... good thing is I still haven't got the money so haven't risked it yet. but thanks for the micro lots solution it really really logical and useful. and btw I'm like really young so maby its that get rich or die trying thing I got.....lol. anyways thats again for that micro lot idea its really really useful, maby u saved me 1k lol....
PS:I still want to risk 20% ROFL DAM MY BRAIN AND MY EXCITEMENT FOR MONEY. ROFL funny thing how we make mistakes that we already know and experienced, I mean me sorry lol. guess I'm just not mature enough ahaha
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