[dpaterso]

OK, well, as you know, I TRY to post the good AND the bad (although THIS post is more for MY benefit than yours i.e. I need to 'vent'!!!

RIGHT NOW I'M FU*ING PISSED!!!

Not one but TWO SI System TISAR orders were hit (GBP/CAD and AUD/JPY) nicely FU*KING my monthly percentages from over 30% to 9%!!! AND what's more I can FU*KING GUARANTEE that these postitions are just going to turn and go in the 'right/wrong' direction again and it's all thanks to the FU*KING Crude Oil supply and some broken pipeline or the other in the USA!!! FIX THE FU*KING THING!!!

Anyway: comes with the territory, comes with the system, comes with the job!!!

NOW: EVEN IN MY HOUR OF DESPAIR, FRUSTRATION, AND ANGER there is a lesson to impart: You HAVE to stick to the system 'no matter what'. The temptation is ALWAYS there to ignore a SAR or TISAR signal and to not place the required order because you don't THINK that you would be able to 'stomach' the resultant loss (I did not and don't do this ANYMORE BUT I can tell you that the temptation was SO GREAT it was ALMOST overwhelming). The point is this: the system ALWAYS comes out on top in the end and as hard as this may be to 'swallow' it's just plain 'fact' (although admittedly this 'fact' does NOT make you feel ANY better at the time)!!! For all I know Crude Oil MAY INDEED go to $120 a barrel sending Gold with it to over $1 000 an ounce again. The point is you don't know and you have to trust the system to lead you there because if you don't you're going to be in a 'world of sh*t'!!!

(I'll tell you this much: after re-reading this message I'm actually amazed at how far I've come since last year I'll tell you)!!!