Sink or Swim huh ??
Well.........uhhh........well...........I will give you credit for having a big set of.......ok enough of that.
Honestly, if you want to read the books - Cool !!
Learn how to use MT4 ------------------ Cool !!
But if you are honestly going to just in the water and fight the ocean, I would at lease get a life jacket. In this case make it a mentor. You may want to check out the 40-100 pips Live Trading w/ James. At least that way you can earn while you learn
Happy Hunting, and considering I eventually would like to trade as my main income as well, please keep us updated on how you do