Good (Thursday) morning all!!!
Hey, Boca:
Don't laugh!!! It's all true!!!

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I've sold video cameras, musical instruments, TV's, anything just to 'stay in the game'. I've borrowed money, 'maxed out' credit cards (most of which have been revoked and I'm being sued for the money). Hell I would even have donated blood for money if we got paid for it here!!! Compulsive behaviour??? I don't believe so. Why then??? Because I refused to believe that it was not possible to make money out of trading. What makes me so different from a Wall Street Broker / Trader??? NOTHING other than experience!!! So if THEY can make money out this business then why can't I!!!
As I have said before though: the SAD part about it is that I think I paid about $75 for 'the book' at the time. $75!!! And JUST for being 'lazy' and thinking that the book was 'old' and that the systems were 'too complex' and 'too much work' I proceeded to write off all that money last year!!! Anyway: if the truth be told I AM sorry about all the money I've lost in the past and no: knowing what I do now today know there was NO excuse for it. Having said that though: I DO know that I've put in the hours and the blood sweat and tears to go with them and WHEN I reach my trading goal(s) I can HONESTLY say to (at very least) myself that THIS I worked for (definitely the most effort I have ever put into anything in my whole forty two years)!!! I have promised myself that I will pay every single last cent back to my creditors (even although I'll probably never be able to get credit again here from them) and by my calculations if I just 'stick religiously' to to what I'm doing now in exactly eleven months time I will have been able to pay ALL my creditors every last cent that I owe them, settle my home loan, and pay off my cars in full. That is my goal!!! From there: I believe 'the sky is the limit'!!!