Dale,
I'll try to offer some advice too from my observations. Now, I don't have any experience or anything, but I'll try to help.
What I've noticed is that it seems like you are trying too hard to get that huge profit, "the big money." Its like you are trying to force that big money "win" that you can't force no matter what you do. When you did get that big win way back, you were trading your system and suddenly you were way up. It just happens. Now I think you're trying to force that big win again and its not going to happen.
I'm under the impression that the ones who make a ton at this don't rely on the chance of making the big win. They take it one day at a time. They trade their system to the "t" and don't stray or use feelings. And if their system isn't working in range bound times, I'm sure they have a backup. While doing this, they may only make 20-50 pips or less in one day. Instead of looking at that as a loss, it is a win. They're still making a profit whether its $200 or $2.
Also, they don't chew more than they can swallow. Sure, you have to risk more to gain more... but never risking more than you can. You'll just f*** yourself royally. You need to set up a way to take profits. Don't get greedy and so what if the trend kept going... oh well. At least you came out with profits instead of the thing rebounding and taking you into the negatives and you lose everything.
Small steps. You can't climb Everest running straight up it, you have to plan route and take small steps to get to the top. Small gains are better than no gains. And to illustrate that and defend the system I posted, last night I made about 70 pips in 4 hours watching the 30min charts using that system. I had 80 and could've taken profits, but I was being greedy and wanted it to go higher, but it didn't. So I happily took the 70 pips I could get. Sure I had to sit in front of the computer every half hour, but thats the job.
As in any business, you need to make a business plan. Since you are trying to make this your business, then I would suggest writing up a business plan. Even just for yourself, write out an informal plan stating what you expect to do and what you expect to get out of this. Be realistic. Set goals. Reach those goals and be happy.
With the writing things down idea... maybe you need to sit down and write out your system on paper so you can pin it up and look at it. Stick notes on it, make changes, add things... do it all so you can look at it and really see the system. Get it out of your head on onto paper. Maybe then you'll be able to see where you can make changes or add things.
I'm not trying to belittle you or sound condescending as I'm sure you've already thought about a lot of this and I know I'm not talking to a child. Hey, I'm the child here, to be honest. I just hope I'm helping you to rethink these things and get your mind jumping on what you are doing. Sometimes you just need a jump start to figure things out.
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keep on truckin', Dale.