Good morning, good morning, good morning!!!
Hey - listen - I'm broke - not dead!!!
Reading those posts - it felt like I was reading my own obituary!!! (Actually now there's a book title: 'Death Of A Trader' - the movie rights are 'up for grabs')!!!
Anyway - only kidding!!!
You have no idea how much I appreciate them (your posts) I can tell you.
I was actually just saying to Joanne the other day - it's strange - I've never met any of you people - but you all seem to give more of a 'sh*t' than the people around me (needless to say I'm not 'too popular' in my house at the moment)!!!
Anyway - I'll keep posting until my Internet connection is suspended!!!
Anyway - I'm glad that I can still post this morning - because I wanted to 'add' to my earlier post.
As you know I subscribe to many newsletters and get 'junk mail' from various brokers etc. etc. and they always have some or the other disclaimer attached but it usually goes (something) like this:
Quote:
'Risk Warning
CFDs and Forex are leveraged products and carry a high degree of risk to your capital and it is possible to lose more than your initial investment. Only speculate with money you can afford to lose. These products may not be suitable for all investors, therefore ensure you fully understand the risks involved, and seek independent advice if necessary.'
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No matter how many times you read those words they just don't 'cut the mustard' (not for me anyway). That's the reason I've posted all my 'goings on' i.e. I've tried to convey (in a far less eloquent but honest way) the 'precise' meaning of those words especially to any 'new kid on the block'. I don't post for sympathy (and I just know that there are some 'on the sidelines' that are thinking just that).
Anyway - I still have my 'pelican picture' in my office - for what it's worth.
No Rob - I'll never stop playing - did that once before and regretted it for years afterward. Yes - I've got all the gear for that (recording) - mixing desks, keyboards, MIDI controllers, PA's (I'm one of those people that NEVER does things in small measures - remember 'EXTREME'!!! You'll laugh at this: many years ago (when South Africa was still subject to sanctions) I 'moved heaven and earth' to bring in (not one but two) Crate Concert Stack's (Marshall would not supply South Africa at the time) to use in my garage to practice with!!! I'd only had my first guitar then for about a month - couldn't play a note - but man - I had the sound!!! (Actually - come to think of it - as I typed the above - I perceived a 'strange similarity' between the above scenario and my trading)!!! Maybe that's the problem!!!
Anyway - listen ladies and gentlemen - boys and girls - as long as you have money - don't give up!!! I do still believe that you can 'cut it' in this business (strange as that may sound coming from me). I think you need a lot of money to start with IF it's what you're going to do for a living i.e. if it's your sole source of income. I DID have a lot of money and put it all into trading BUT in 'small increments' which was a very big mistake in retrospect. Had I just taken the $70K or $80K and put it in my account 'one time' I don't think I'd be having this 'discussion' right now. Why do I say that? Strangely enough I was reading the one lesson on the babypips school last night about 'the number one reason that traders fail' (or something like that). It's true. If you don't have a lot of money what you tend to do is try and turn a profit of $50 000 off of a $50 or $500 lot whereas it's a lot easier to turn a $500 profit off of a $5 000 lot (if that makes sense). I mean - all I needed to be able to make was $500 per trading day and I'd have been fine financially. So - trading with 'smaller' lots - instead of just having to make a few pips to reach your goal - you now have to 'chase' and instead of 'getting out' when you've reached your goal - you tend to let the trades 'run' in the hope that they will turn 'gazillions' in profit. It never happens.
Actually - now that I think about it - that REALLY IS the 'number one reason that traders fail' - and I never realised it up until now - it really only 'hit home' as I type the above and put it into my own words.
OK then - the solution is simple - I'm off to rob my local bank this morning (well not rob - just 'borrow' the ZAR equivalent of about $100K USD (or maybe I should make that 100K GBP just to be on the safe side) - and then 'watch me rock')!!! Only kidding Interpol - only kidding!!! I can just imagine the look on the dealers faces at GCI and Delta if a deposit like that 'hit my account'!!! They (especially GCI) would be saying 'My God - does this guy never know when enough is enough' or 'Oh no - he's at it again - and this time he's serious)!!!
Anyway - stay in touch - I'll keep posting as long as I can.
(I just read this post again as I had to AGAIN edit spelling mistakes. Why do I use the word 'Anyway' so liberally)???