Hi All,
So here it is, my world of trading forex summarised into one page.
I joined the forex elite in early Jan of 2012. I had previously spent probably no more than a month trading demo and shortly after I had it all figured out. I remember having that Kevin Spacey “American Beauty” [B]dream[/B] moment of telling the corporate world to shove it and never looking back! Of course that never happened and going back over my trading results for the past year its interesting and not surprising to see why.
[B]It begins…[/B]
My first trade was on the 06/01/2012 when I sold AUD/JPY for a small profit. I remember having that rush of jumping in and out of the market, scalping and day trading. Forex was easy money and it required almost zero effort on my part. On that day I made 32 trades (I know, wow!!). When compared to the amount of analysis I perform these days, I saw forex completely differently. I don’t think I’ve done anywhere near 64 trades in the pass 2 months let alone 1 day.
Now, given my total lack of knowledge and understanding of the markets, and constant jumping in and out of trades. You would expect me to lose all my money that first day. Unfortunately for me, I grew my account in one day by 23.1%. I than proceeded to make 56 more trades until the 09/01/2012 when my account peaked. In basically 2 days of trading (over the wkd) I had now grown my account by 97.7%. [B]Doubled my account in two trading days!!! [/B]You can imagine that I was already adding the bazillions of dollars that I would have to spend in no time at all…
I previously said
Unfortunately for me, I grew my account in one day by 23.1%
. This was unfortunate because it gave me the false belief that money could easily be made in forex and losses were quickly recovered.
[B]Now begins the true lesson of forex trading…[/B]
My account peaked on the 09/01/2012 but was in the red by the 10/01/2012. Yes I lost all my winnings and by COB on the 10th of January, my account / initial deposit was now down by 13.8%. I went up and down throughout Jan but by the 17/01/2012 my losing streak had begun and it would not change this negative direction until the 02/11/2012. By this time my initial deposit had increased by 4 times and I had blown my account at least twice. As at 02/11/2012 I had lost [I]*bleep[/I] of the cash I had “invested” in trading.
[B]The beginning of this Journal[/B]
Over the past two months I have documented my trading in this journal as a way to learn from past mistakes and to sanity check my trading. I am happy to say that as of today the 22 December 2012, my account has improved and I am now at “only” a [I]*bleep[/I] loss for the year. The past two months I have been profitable and I am hoping that I can continue to trade my way back in 2013 and be successful.
The reasons for losing money over the course of the year changed as I learned more about forex and more about myself. I probably could have turned this losing streak around much earlier if I stuck to “smart trading” and had not constantly attempted to win my losses back faster after I made a couple good trades. Hence why I made this journal. In addition, the amount of risk I now take has significantly decreased and I now look for trades with larger reward ratios.
N.B. I bleeped out the losses because its not my intention to ever write in this journal when I reach break even status or when I become a full time profitable trader. When I reach that final goal, I will simply close this journal and write “Thanks for taking the time to read my story”.
Bitters