I agree with Falstaff
it's very likely it's psychological , the mind is a funny thing and a beautiful thing and a really interesting thing.
this is why i said TEST YOURSELF and then FIND REASONS to why things are happening.
now, those things could be , you are not managing things correctly
or you are scared or something else psychologically
Bottom line is , the subconscious mind controls the conscious mind
if you want to look into this
Research NLP and NAC (Neuro Linguistic Programming) (Neuro Associative Conditioning)
also catch Anthony Robbins you tube video's about eating Healthy, PH Levels in your body and how they affect your emotional state
he also discusses the NAC thing in his series called Personal Power II
I'm not marketing him here. for the record
I've seen his seminars
I've got all his video's and Tapes
i've got the book UNSHAKEABLE, it's a good read, but i think money master the game is better.
but I'M JUST SAYING
the lesson's on "Learning to push your own buttons" as he calls it.. is very beneficial and it looks like it may apply in your situation
if you don't want to do that
talk to a doctor about it
Talk to a psychologist about it
seriously..... for the sake of improving your trading... why not ?
there are also courses (At least here in Australia) on things like Personal Coaching or Life Coaching that incorporate NLP
the one's i'm referring to (that a friend of mine completed and said that he loved) was like $1,100
you get a diploma at the end , or a Cert 3 depending on which one you choose
and after it , you get to be an N.L.P. Practitioner
i think Falstaff is correct
your problem likely is psychological
there is no question as to whether forex is a scary place
or you could just watch that episode of mythbusters hehe where grant had to face his fears and had several tarantula's walking all over his face while his head was in a glass jar
Maybe you should put your head in a glass jar with spiders in it to help your trading. ..... NO NO NO.... Just kidding hehe