Hey Vincent, a lot of retail traders are self taught. The profitable ones will see no incentive spending time to train/teach less experienced traders like us.
Lots of free information out there to help you bud, babypips, forexfactory, tradingview, dailyfx, google websites are filled with so much information however the real info that puts money in your pocket is not free. Market makers pay good money to get this data which is why the always win.
Do not give up. Learn the free stuff and figure out a way to make it work for you. Take a break when you feel burned out. You will make it.