Hi @ataw
What you described sounds like gambling, not trading. See this earlier discussion about risk management: How much units cost
Each number on the roulette wheel pays out 35 to 1, but the odds are stacked against you. No one would call playing roulette an investment strategy.
It seems as if you might be ignoring your floating losses. How many pips did these your winning trades go against you before you closed them out for a profit?