No worries. I did spent a few years doing discretionary portfolio management for clients and the stories they shared with me are…well, for a lack of a better word, shocking. Which is why I shifted out of doing that. I completely can understand your skepticism.
Ultimately, I’m just sharing my trades here. Everyone and anyone is free to follow/copy if you think it is correct/makes sense. If you have benefitted from my journal, cheers.