Started out with a small account of $200, my first week I earned $250 (no joke) and by the end of the second week and I already have $580.
Prior to this I only had like a few weeks or even less of demo trading experience. I was totally in cloud 9.
Things started to go awry from that point on, As I always put my entire account on the line (of course with stoploss) so each time I would either lose 10% or win 20%.
1 bad trade was all it take to reverse things, 1 revenge trade was all it took to let my greed, fear and all control me.
It was also my first loss in a long time, from that point all, I kept losing to revenge trading until the point where I lost all my profit and even half of my capital.
I sat down and reflected and decided, “Look here, I’ll just settle with 10% every week and at the end of 1 year, I’ll have $16,200”
Things went well for a while, but I got greedy, because usually by tuesday I’ll already be 10% up and there’s still 3 trading days left!
I managed to convince myself that it was easy money, started to over trade. Sure enough, the final nail was nailed into my coffin.
I started to trade with stop loss, something about hearing trading without it so that your broker doesn’t know where your SL is and they won’t be able to stop hunt you and many times I was caught 80/100 pips in the red.
Got margin called, topped up my account several times.
Market was merciful to me, many times it gave me a chance to restart by letting me take $0 profit or even 10%, but greed controlled me, I wanted more. From taking profit of 20pips, 40pips, I was looking to take 150pips without proper risk management.
I didn’t take the mercy that was given to me, Now officially I’ve wiped out $800 of my own money, or $1180 of what could have been my money. I owe the bank about $250 for one of the credit card topup I made.
And I’m only a citizen conscript, my allowance isn’t a lot, I"ll probably struggle for the next 2 to 3 months and I’m seriously contemplating taking up odd weeked jobs just to pay up my debts. I’m even considering selling off my PS3, I won’t deny this but I’m also thinking of taking another swipe of my card and putting in $250 to recoup some losses.
Which not only is the $250 owed to the bank but also another $300 owed to a foreign language school and also another $100 from my retail purchase.
My advice to all aspiring traders, never revenge trade, never over trade, learn to have reasonable expectations.
I heard this quote from TV, I think it was Pier Morgan who said it “You have not lost because you have not quit”
I would be trading demo right now until I can consistently make money week in and out and until I have the right amount of capital to trade live.