Hello Emerald…
I am very pleased for your results…
How is the new partnership going?
I am having a private ‘funeral’ over my recent losses, which stem from overleveraging…
Having a bearish bias on the Kiwi was right technically (like on the 4H chart I posted above),
so it was the size of my positioning that was bad… I had a lot of confidence in the probability of
the trade being successful, and I expressed that with a greater size…
I am annoyed at the world, and at the unpredictability of the markets… The Kiwi was on a nice
down trend, it was not hitting any stumbling block, Governor Wheeler came up last night in the
news conference saying the usual stuff about the overvalued Kiwi dollar… and what happened?
The Kiwi started going up, and up, and up… not at first, in fact, it was not reacting much to his
words… I was already in more than one Kiwi-bearish trade, and so I was not trading the news,
just being already in a trade, with stops in place, etc.
What can a trader do? My small account is now so diminished and I am just very disheartened.
Perhaps I am trying too hard… Perhaps if I had kept my wins from last week and avoided trading
this week it would have been a different story… Perhaps I should trade smaller… Perhaps, perhaps:
what good is doing all these post-mortems? Every bad trade is easy to call ‘bad’ after it happened:
I want to be able not to predict a trade, but to be better at spotting opportunities that have a higher
probability of success…
So I am feeling very sad now. I just look at the account and I feel empty inside, unable to fathom
whether I can stick with this one more day…
(CAN YOU TELL I AM HAVING A LOW DAY)