Have gone live and there is NO comparison once you are working with real $.
It’s all in your head allalongthewatchtower, when a trader who has a winning formula does go live there is a seamless transition where the trader does not have an emotional connection after he submits an order to sell or buy, but when a trader does not have a winning formula prior to investing capital then of course there is a problem and in your case it’s doubtful that you have
a winning strategy.
You assume an awful lot from one sentence.
You assumed incorrectly, a struggling trader typically makes such comments but a trader with a winning strategy i thought expressing himself this way? it does not add add up, more psycho babble that is better left at the door.