Clark I kinda figured that.
Side note: When I played runescape, I continued to play it until I was naive enough to let other players on my account (and my friend’s account :() but that was year years ago with 3 hit wonder rules. I was whatstrength, patrikhelpme, and davechar … If you ever ran across those fearsome foes now I created them back in the day.
When it comes to saying its possible or not possible it just irks me like a someone holding the leash of a dog who just saw cats they want to chase.
And the guy I am just wants everyone to know the gosh-darn truth about trading… And remember all the warning labels behind it because its true as well.
I just sincerely wished I had 20k to at least play with from a 200:1 margin leverage. I could do some serious damage with the right set-ups.
And now at best, when all my credit cards are paid off come novemberish? I would have around 19k of danger money and figuring within the next couple months get more constant income, creating an additional 2-3k of possible danger money?
If I was to focus that on serious trades and strive for a minimum amount of 20 pips per day, in 5 days (mon-Fri) I’d produce 1k, if I was only patient with it and wasn’t doing anything else but watching the market closely using the eur/usd, and other main primary currencies.
Then again if I attempted the 19k of danger money I’m certain my wife would leave me if my head’s not on straight and take the kid.
But then I see myself losing a grip and going stupid toward the end, or at the beginning unsure how to control my wants due to emotional concerns and worries either from work, family, or personal gain desires.
I notice many if’s and but’s in my statements and question marks.
Making the ability for making $200.00 a day safely for one week a higher possibility? Before I have to return the funds again. And start over once more?
I need someone to seriously smack me across the head before explaining each of my transactions with a concrete diagram before buying or selling. And know without hesitating to just sit on the freaking side-lines.
I apologize, I’m ranting bout personal stuff. But how many feel the same way honestly in similiar situations?
I wonder if the reason why my heart beats all fast, and I begin to feel all tense when I put the danger money in the market because I feel I am giving in to wants without listening to my immediate needs.
I don’t know… then again I’m talking about psychological aspects of financial risks being taken, because putting in more than I can easily accept to lose on hand for a known risk/reward plays with my mentality to comprehend.
I see the moves in the market, but my psyche just says not for you you’re not showing the patience we wanted, the discipline we wanted, the acceptance you wanted when you do make a good trade and when we give chances for recovering from a loss.