Shroom,
I demo’d for two years and have been live for just over a year to date. Even now i am still learning, as is everyone else in this business. I have burnt two live accounts in my first three months of trading, and now I am taking it steady and slow while keeping my feet on the ground, and my eyes on the charts.
We all get kicked in the face, or punched as you put it, and it’s our job to take those blows and actually stand back up and get it right. You have to remember, this is a kind of market where there are no barriers to entry, anyone can start up trading Forex. Can you think of any other business where there are such low barriers to entry, because there really are non. Your only financial cost is your bank roll and your social cost is the time you put into working and analyzing. So what do I mean by this barriers to entry stuff?
Because of this, this is the most competitive business in the world, it really is. Everyone can take part when ever they want, and they can do so directly or indirectly. This is why we keep hearing of the 95% failure rate, ok?
We all work hard in this game, and only after you realise what mistakes you have made can you start to build up on that foundation. Eventually all will drop into place, and you WILL have a much better understanding.
I struggled to even break even on demo, it took me over a year to have a winning month. Now im making well in excess of 50% ROI a month. So, like you, I went from being down in the dumps, annoyed and frustrated, to actually outperforming people who have been at this longer than me.
Once you start getting positive results, this will motivate you far more than the feeling of giving up when you cant get good results. What I’m trying to say is that the benefits heavily outweigh the feelings of little faith. You will see this when the time comes. I’ve seen so many people give up after a year or so, people that are actually not to far from the mark, they just need that little bit more dedication.
Dedication does equal success, this is not about me but i spent each and every day at the charts for a good few hours learning and trying new ideas out. Eventually some of the positive ideas become common in all winning systems, and these are the little gold nuggets that you will find.
So get hunting, they are out there, and when you find them you will be over the moon my friend.