you just up two beginner problems, low capital at the beginning and time. That is why new traders lost all capital, in your case many times, because they want to be rich in short term. Your goal is 2k monthly from 10k, simple math, 20% per month, 240% per year. Now some facts, you should know that there is a guy call " a man who solved the market" brilliant mathematic Jim Simons, founder the renaissance technologies with team of statistics, informatics, other mathematics make average 66,1 per year from last 30 years, think about it.
yes, you can handle with emotions, but you need time to do it check this link Is It Possible to Trade Without Emotions? Here’s How This Polish Trader Does It! - #15 by Stubbsimons
should you quit? I think no, maybe BO and low time frame is not for you?
Regards Greg