What does your ex has to do with that?
Being able to describe the market and being able to profit from it are two different things.
If those finance dudes were really profitable in Trading they would never work for big finance firms.
You never mentioned your initial account size. For such drawdowns you need something as big as 50-100k.
And I don’t think that a 21 year old guy has that kind of money.
You are playing with fire.
That’s why I said come back in 3 months when you’ll blow your account up.