So, I saw a GBP/SEK sell setup on D1, and I was scared to take it. I just checked it, and now there’s a big bear candle. I could have taken it, and I should have.
I took a look at my diagram, and it says I should have taken it. The funny part is that I even have a specific area on my diagram for that EXACT set up. But, I didn’t even look at my diagram. The fear is real.
Today was also my first day of not taking desperate trades. There were several trades I wanted to take, but I didn’t. I think I have a hard time telling the difference between ¨can¨ and ¨should¨.
I need to spend some time focusing on what my entry signals are and aren’t.
Here’s the rub: I want to get to a level where I don’t need to check my diagram; I just look at a setup and I know what to do. Sovos was right. He said I seem to lack confidence in my strategy.
I wasn’t sure if that was right, or maybe my problem was something else. But he’s right. The GBP/SEK sell trade was an example of that.
Here’s what happened when I saw that setup this morning. I saw the doji, and the next candle was slightly bearish. Normally, new candles pullback a bit before going in their true direction. I assumed that price was gonna go bullish for a couple candles, and then I’ll short it.
However, my strategy said to jump in because the trend will continue. Well, I didn’t even look. It didn’t even cross my mind.
I guess I was trying to be so cautious, that I didn’t think about taking appropriate risk.
Mark Douglas talks about being paralyzed with fear. That’s what I was.
It’s funny. I just had a thought that I should make my diagram easier to read. Perhaps. But, that wasn’t the case. I didn’t even look!
I have a friend who I talk to every week. He always casually asks how trading is going. Of course it’s the same. But, I’m getting tired of hearing myself talk about how it’s the same.
I’m tired of coming on here and talking about how it’s not going great.
There are ebbs and flows in motivation. Sometimes, I feel frustrated. But there’s nothing to be frustrated at. I have a profitable system, but not a profitable frame of mind.
The traders makes the strategy, not the other way around. But I’m not giving up. Quitting is not an option. I just have to keep peeling these layers. A snake can only shed its skin against sharp rocks.
OK, ok. I got it. I’ve taken so many bad trades that when I saw the correct signal today, I assumed it could ONLY end in a loss like the other bad trades. That means, I see bad signals and good signals the same way. I see them the same way because I’ve been mixing them.
I need to make a COMPLETE list of signals.
Edit: On second thought, I remember checking my diagram for that trade, but I didn’t scroll and follow the instructions which say I could be wrong 3 times, or scroll down and see the instructions I have for that exact setup…