[B]How do you feel about your current level of Forex understanding? [/B]
- Coming from a mentality where i wanted some one to lead me in every single trade, give me signals, watch indicators etc. Going from that to pure price action not even using a stochastic, I feel I am a lot better off now. It was an easy transition but I am still fearful when I enter trades, and I do not know how to deal with this psycologically.
[B]Have you found any of your poor habits removed or controlled now? [/B]
I do not risk more than 2% per trade, yes that was a poor habit. I also lead myself into trades now with my own bias, no more signals for me. I still listen to others analysis but at the end of the day I make the decision, and I pull the trigger. Iām happy that I am becoming a more independent trader, but I am not there yet. My risk management is now flawless for risk controle, but my profit taking is flawed. Just like I said earlier I become fearful, I do not trust my analysis, I see the money not the pips and I take it out premature in many cases. I am still getting profit but it is less, usually a 1:1 RR and I fear this is going to kill me later when I actually start losing trades. In the past 2 weeks I have lost 2 trades, 1 was mitigated shortly after to a BE on it. I know I will not continue to have this streak and losses will come. I am afraid that when they do the RR on my trades will ultimately suffer on my account. Again, I donāt know why, but I am honestly afraid. Not afraid of losing money, just afraid of losing trades. Its not so much about the money as it is about getting it right, and winning. I am afraid I will not win, not that I will lose though. Just that I will not win. I hope that makes sense.
[B]What constructive habits have you adopted since joining us here? [/B]
I learned a completely different way of trading purely off of price action. I have also learned strong risk management skills. I learned how to determine market flow and the importance of top to bottom analysis. I have learned that this is the only way to be consistant, no one and no indicator will guide you, you must guide yourself.
[B]Has greed and or fear been a barrier or stumbling block for youā¦ Or even better, have these been overcome by reducing your trade leverage?[/B]
I am not greedy, but I am fearful. I suppose they go hand in hand. I am fearful that my position will be a loser, therefor I am greedy with taking profits too soon at a 1:1RR or 1.1, 1.2 most cases. I am afraid of a lot, I am afraid of being afraid. I am afraid of being afraid while trading the market. Fear follows me into every trade, and gets worse every week. I am more afraid this week than I was last week, and I do not know what to do. I am reading trading psychology books and they do not help. I believe it stems down to not fully trusting myself, not trusting the fibs or levels. It has also been a hell of a friggin week trading in this mess, that has me stressed out and in fear constantly.
I am constantly followed by fear that my analysis is wrong, but I am not paralyzed by it. I continue to make trades, and I continue to make good decisions. I may pull out of the trades too soon, but I am not running into trades. Fact is, I watch a lot of good trades pass me by, I draw my fibs in the morning and tell myself āI told you soā. But then I look at my account, and I still have my 30 pips, I still have that 2% that last night, and yea I left the 100 pips on the table, but I have my 2%. I donāt feel I am over trading, I have not over traded in the past day or two actually. I have been sitting and being patient, I havenāt seen anything good enough to jump with. But then I think about that and worry I am paralyzed by analysis and fear.
I am extremely afraid of the london open. It scares me half to death. Many nights I will be here drawing fibs one way another way this and that high watching price screaming up and down. It frightens me that I could pick the wrong entry, the wrong MF for the day, maybe price will just go 30 pips above my entry and stop me out and then go my way? What if my entry is too conservative and it stops 5 pips short and then shoot 120 pips, God knows that has happened more than onceā¦
Sorry for turning this post into what it has ITCā¦ I suppose I just discovered my worst habit, overwhelming fear or losing and being wrong in every aspect possible in my tradingā¦
A lot of good has been learned, one bad nugget to conquer,
Z