I am here because I want love to take risk and also to improve my finance
You be better off taking all your savings putting it on an evens (minus edge) chance in a casino,then never go back in again.
Google up the simplest most objective strategy you can find and run it for a while in a demo account. See how it feels, whether it suits your lifestyle and character, how the stress of pending orders or open positions which are making money or losing money really affect your decisions.
At this point you’re not learning much about forex, more about how forex trading feels to you and how to choose and gauge a strategy.
I hope you have plenty of money because if you love risk, with FX trading that’s the fast track to blowing your account.
That’s the reality.