Hello all.
I have been lurking for quite some time here. First off, I’d like to give thanks to Babypips and ICT for the shared knowledge, as well as the teamwork between members in the sharing of ideas. It has been an excellent learning experience. Now, I am interested in giving something back.
I am ready to go live. I have been trading using a real account (VERY SMALL; $10) for quite a while. Due to my performance and consistency, I am ready to utilize the funds I have had in waiting. Still very small, but it is all I can afford to lose.
In order to keep myself grounded, I had planned to write down some of my thoughts and such; however, then, I had a thought. Opening up always helps one get to know oneself better. Also, it can help others get to know themselves better.
I am thinking of starting a blog/journal on a site like blogger, blogspot, etc. This blog would not report my trades or the dollars. It is not even to say how much I won or lost, nor is it to state/show my analysis. I want to share the emotion of the experience. I haven’t seen anyone doing quite what I have in mind. I have seen people stating their analysis, some of how they feel, and what their trades did, but not just the pure emotion. I would like to share the journey of starting with what I have (basically nothing), how that feels, how it feels to win/lose etc. And how it feels to succeed or blow up the account should that happen (although, I am usually smart enough to know when to quit and go back to the drawing board).
I don’t know how well this would work. I also don’t know if anyone would be interested in reading something like that, or if it would be something that would be helpful in understanding your own emotions. I just know that often times when I am reading how others are feeling, or when I hear others speak about how they are feeling, I am able to discover more about myself.
Opinions? I am going to do something like this for myself regardless, as I feel it will help me. However, if people are interested and/or think it could help them, I would be happy to make it public.