Make the money, the Love will find you.. Just like trading, when you go look for trade/Love, its usually the wrong move.. Let it come to YOU..
I feel like that if you put this much effort as of today, you dont want to lose the current steam you have to this point.
When I started, It was brutal. And I thought about taking time off, even for 1 month, but I just couldnt lose the headroom I had made.
See, Forex or trading is stressful, and if you can dig deep when its at its pinnacle, and tackle it head on, it will make you a better trader in the long run..
IF your running a business, and you start having problems, you just cant shut the place down for 2 months, you lose productivity, customers, and MONEY.
Now, you seem to learn more with a hands on approach, so at this point, its about practice and repetition.
DONT QUIT, DONT TAKE A BREAK, Continue using your alotted time you have available..
When you start having second thoughts, THAT is when you need to re-evaluate yourself, and I think this is where you are right now..
So, its either, stop trading, lose the steam you have right now, come back in 6 months, forget about everything you learned to this point, and back to square 1..
Continue the journey, find MORE passion for Forex, and take that next step..
If you do feel you need time, AT LEAST review a Pair a day for 30 minutes..
Do NOTHING but stare at the movement. 1M TimeFrame, you have to keep this movement fresh in your brain, as often as possible..
Your at a crossroads, But remember this, Women dont like broke dudes, and if your into forex more then what you went to school with, its evident you know in your heart, that degree is not going to get you where you want to be, correct?
Wish you the Best, Bud