Hello Rose. Not at all! Your are not the only one. (hear the U2 song, Staring at the sun ) I think most of us have to get to that point. I think the hard thing of following someone else’s system, is to adapt it to your trading style. And here, style doesn’t mean “superficial” preferences or choices, its really who we are, with our limitations and the way we work.
In my case, I try to adapt the systems to my preferred time frame, to my budget and to the amount of time I can trade each week.
So, how about if you analyze again HHLB and decide if it’s the best for you? Or maybe adapt it to your needs. Or maybe, step back to a reeeeeallly simple system, like 2 EMAs crossover and RSI(50) for reversal confirmation? And put that together with catching weekly W A A A and M V V V patterns.
Hope you get over this and start having fun again.