If we call this account the diddly squat account for arguments sake.
There is nothing to make fun of here. It’s a diddly squat account, if it went tits up, you haven’t exactly lost a lot of money.
You’ve made 1.5k from a ridiculous amount of trades, but that is your prerogative and if it works for you, it works for you.
And you probably will prove the title of this thread to be wrong, purely because of the lot size you trade and the way you trade - and to be fair the title says, forced to take a massive loss, and 5k isn’t massive.
I could trade like this and prove it wrong as well, but I prefer to accept risk and accept sometimes you are wrong in life.
No idea how you live day to day, but your living costs and overheads might be diddly squat as well - in which case I salute you.